“I am obviously not a “superhuman”, but just experienced these many topics given close attention and I have been “on the edge” many times in my life, although I have never been as far as the people I used to have a close and personal connection to in many aspects of life”.
After Robbin Williams’s tragic death I became more aware of today’s professional and personal life and work in a creative and entertaining universe.
I have for 15 years been close to many actors; especially comedians have often had a special priority in their “lonely” life on the stage and behind the scenes talking about everything under the sun.
Unfortunately, many of my friends also died by suicide, when the pain was unbearable – but why?
Experts in this field claim that people who have a “talent” as an entertainer or comedian often use “comical” as a shield and escape from Hell’s painful condition. It is not unknown that many people have so much talent in acting that mental disorders occur between the professional and private lives.
If the mental pain becomes unbearable, we will often see, that many actors and ordinary people must take drugs or alcohol in order to remove a small portion of the pain. Some people may keep the “balance” for years with alcohol and drugs, while others take the consequence of pain immediately.
I have been with several artists after a show and as you know it can drain the occurring forces mentally and physically to a twisted rag. The talks and the tone suddenly becomes depressing – at times as it was a schizophrenic person I talked to – Well, without being afraid of this, but my mind was more focused on how it would be possible to help the person.
The actors, comedians and entertainers have now entertained an audience with a great experience, but this may also be a derivation from mental disorders. Experts cannot give a precise explanation of these facts – My own intuition tells me that the world has become a small compact mass of people who have been bombarded by so-called life coaches and manipulative people that might have just as many problems as their customers. Perhaps not so strange that many actors are superstitious and reader of astrology’s either frivolous or more serious astrologers.
After the present day’s motto, freedom of expression especially in Western countries. The media is there by overturning themselves for the best sensational story and I believe that many media must be occupied by negative spirits that can destroy other individuals and particularly vulnerable people.
These are the conditions of the public artists and many others ……. but until now I have only heard the media’s having that position regardless of the consequences that this may entail.